why do things happen not the way you wanted?
we wanted to have fun
but this had serious consequences behind
and we din even realise


how foolish of us


becoming upset
becoming unhappy
falling out
just because of not one
but a few mistakes?


how foolish of us


now i m realising my foolishness
yet the other party does not know
or maybe that it is too hurtful to forgive
ignoring , keeping quiet


how foolish of us


upsetted
lonely
depressed
fallen out with the ones
who actually knows you the most


how foolish of us


its heartbreaking
to actually find out all of this
are true
after a week or two of this torture


although it was wrong of us
i truely say sorry
to the one i have hurt
in any way or another


will you ever accept my apologies?
i doubt you will..


days were good before
but were especially bad during certain weeks
you angry
me angry
she angry


but


will you ever accept my apologies?
i doubt you will..


once again..sorry

Monday, August 15, 2005;
the end